Mengulas 2018
Hi Fellas.
Satu minggu lagi tahun ini selesai. Ganti kalender ke tahun berikutnya. Bye kalender 2018. Ada yang butuh untuk sampul buku? Gue punya nih.
So, How many resolution that you have done? What about my resolution? Sorry, I never make any resolution. I'd love to feel suprise with what i face later. I know it's not good, but, yeah, sometimes we need to feel surprise about our achivement that we never planned before.
And 2018. So many things that i faced and i felt in this year. I got something that I never dream, one of the gorgeos in my life, i think.
But, I thought too much. Maybe. Overthinking.
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My country, in 2018, so many disaster. Earthquake, Tsunami, the crash of the plan. So much tears that we faced together. And, Anak Krakatau Mountain, Allah SWT gives us the best place, Allah SWT gives us a chance to keep our solidarity, to keep our unity to help and pray our brother and sister no matter their religion are. Lost, alone, hurt, broke. We just have to be one.
And for me, especially me, I always think about how small I am in this world. Sedikit saja kesenggol, semuanya selesai.
How if I in that disaster? One of disaster victim. How much people who will give their pray? How much tears that will fall down? Or, maybe, nothing.
Someone asked me, "Do you ever feel like you need attention but you don't want to give attention to other?". My answer was, "No. I never felt". Cause what? Cause I learned about, "Don't give your hope with anyone. It will be something that make you fall deepest". I'm sorry dude, I didn't say the last sentence to you. I thought you know it better than me. One day, maybe, i will tell you why i said like that. Something that i passed. As long as you pleased to be.
But, feeling need attention, loved, and happiness are something that we need as a human. But, if you just want to find someone who can give you all of it without you give it to other, that never gonna happen. Remember this, you just can controll yourself, so, controll yourself to be a nice person who always give attention and happiness to everyone but don't hope if they will do like what you did. I know that's not normal. I just... Idk. I dont know what life is.
But, don't forget to love yourself first.
So, 2019, i will be nice to you. No matter what.
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